Dragging Knives

Hail!
 I wake up in the morning, I think
 think, think til im back to sleep
 This world ain't what it used to be (OH NO)
 I'm watching it burn, burn my friends and me
 This place amazes me
 these things amaze me
 But it's bright, and they're loud
 and I can't feel the beating heart in me
 If I can't feel it
 How do I know it's there
 If I can't feel it
 Dear! My closest friend,
 I'm dragging knives again
 I'm dragging knives again
 I ain't been living right it seems
 seems, seems im an itching fate (?)
 and when they put me in the ground im gonna sink
 Sink! Sink to the devils feet
 I'm going to hell for you
 cuz my first body was for you
 my first love, the only thing I ever threw myself into
 cuz its something i don't do
 Dear! My closest friend,
 I'm dragging knives again
 I'm dragging knives again
 I suffer when I sleep at night
 i chew and jerk and scratch at my
 cuz I've felt pain, that you'll never know
 I can't shed a tear, I can't cleanse my soul
 I've opened up my arms for you
 just like I always do
 I opened em up until this time i almost
 hacked right through
 and these gnashing teeth are for you
 and these blushing scars are all for you
 I'm through
 who the fuck am I talking to?
 Dear! My closest friend,
 I'm dragging knives again
 My closest friend!
 I'm dragging knives again!
 I'm fucking dragging knives again!