The Deeper Divide

Miles away
 City lights are sparkling in the summer night
 The wind carries the noise of their life to me
 A quiet, distant choir of prayers, dreams and hopes
 Entrusted to the night's care while I'm miles away
 Feeling disconnected from what's left behind
 Pretending to be stronger
 Ran away
 Didn't want to break you but what's left to say?
 Every time I lied but I dug a hole
 Where I used to hide, but just can't anymore
 Went away
 I walked through the crowd but still felt alone
 Each one seemed so focused on his inner self
 Like a quiet whisper in a screaming world
 Buried by indifference but I
 Ran away
 Didn't want to break you but what's left to say?
 Every time I lied
 Now it's time
 I'm gonna leave, there's nothing that can stop me now
 Now it's time
 My sweet oblivion, shut the door, throw away the key
 Flying
 Dying
 Back to fear land
 Reborn again
 If only I could be me
 The real me
 So many miles away
 Ran away
 Didn't want to break you but what's left to say?
 Every time I lied but I dug a hole
 Where I used to hide, but just can't anymore
 Pretending to be stronger
 Now it's time
 I'm gonna leave, there's nothing that can stop me now
 Now it's time
 My sweet oblivion, shut the door, throw away the key