All Dulled Out

Four in the morning
 I cannot get back to sleep
 Feel your body shaking
 The winter growling through the trees
 I wonder if you're dreaming
 Or second guessing being here
 A loneliness, it grips me
 Sticking to my very skin
 And it never goes away
 Destroyed the things you gave me
 Long ago when first we split
 I watched your plants die withering
 Uprooted in a ditch
 I tore up all our pictures
 Burned out eyes with cigarettes
 F*cked the guys you said you hated
 All dulled out on Valium
 But it never goes away
 I hear you're doin' well