The Pain

THE PAIN
 I saw my doctor today. I told him
 I've been drinking out the bottle
 Smoking Mary Jane
 Took a couple pills, I can feel them in my veins
 There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine
 And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain
 Now im drinking out the bottle
 Smoking Mary Jane
 Took a couple pills, I can feel them in my veins
 There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine
 And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain
 I envision there's a god who watches over man
 Who know our every thought and even talks about a plan
 Then divides the planet up into different types of man
 Ones who own the fields and others who just work the land
 They say Adam fucked Evil and procreated kids
 The same types of evils I'm associated with
 Seen a friend turn a fiend, now the fiend don't exist
 And the keepers got us mesmerized to see it like we're rich
 Society's demented; I'm looking for a mentor
 The People disappoint me every day, I thought you meant more
 Used to dream of heaven, now there's too much to repent for
 Fuck Clear Channel cause in inhuman to censor
 Eleven years old, my best friend got jumped
 Those bastards pulled out a knife, I stood there like a chump
 And way before that the biggest kid snatched my lunch
 So on my 21st I'm gon cop me a gun
 I used to be the nice kid, now look at what you've done
 I'll burn your face off just by spitting with my tongue
 Childish ambitions took me higher than the sun
 When you read the book you'll understand why I'm the one
 It's all about the cash man, it's all about that money
 When Baby kissed Wayne, that shit was hella funny
 I'm rolling up a philly because Philly's always sunny
 I'll even make million spitting while I'm looking bummy
 Either way, fuck my life, and that bitch will keep cumin
 Spit it like the water, when I'm on you'll see I'm running
 Bout to blow up like the bomb on the hundreds
 Blew life out of death like an ordinary fungus
 Now I'm drinking out the bottle
 Smoking Mary Jane
 Took a couple pills, I can feel it in my veins
 There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine
 And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain
 Feel no pain, heal this pain
 And all i ever wanted was to kill this pain
 Feel no pain, feel no pain
 And all I ever wanted was to kill this pain, they say that pain kills
 This music is a drug, you can't just listen once
 One track might get you up but shit that still isn't enough
 Cause once it's in your blood and pumping through your veins
 You go from like to love as what you know goes up in flames
 Quickly go from cutting class straight into cutting cain
 Heaven's the winners bracket and life is just a game
 I roll the dice every day when I hit the chronic
 But if it's in the a.m nothing gets accomplished
 Keep telling myself that I'm changing but it isn't honest
 Even that night I'm solving problems with this gin and tonic
 If you got thizz, I'll pop it
 Might as well live it up
 Picking apart excuses, but usually I don't give a fuck
 I'm feeling young and drunk
 So pass the XO
 This music is a drug, and we got the best blow
 But once it's all gone, you gotta get more
 It's tough to hold on, harder to let go
 Now I'm thinking bout tomorrow
 And how I'm gonna change
 Got off with the powder
 Blowing kill into the rain
 For everything I've lost know there's been something that I've gained
 But I wonder what's the cost cause it always seems the same
 When I'm drinking out the bottle
 Smoking Mary Jane
 Stronger than these pills, I can feel them in my veins
 There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine
 And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain
 They say that pain kills