Captive

I don't want to be happy again
 My disease and me are perfectly content with this
 My pain is my own
 I'm not afraid of living or dying alone
 It's okay I know
 It's the fear all the tears you'll go
 I can't wait
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 You want to take drugs
 Of course you do
 You want that fake love yeah
 I want it too
 I'm still the same thug
 I want to capture you in hate
 I want to feel numb
 I want to sing to you
 Just like I'm undone
 I'm feeling you
 I never think I'm going to feel okay
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 Just tell me I'm worse than I've been
 Inside of the room I used to fade away and then
 I'm lost in my head
 A dream of death and losing what I've made
 It's okay I know
 It's the fear all the tears you'll go
 I can't wait
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 You want to take drugs
 You want that fake love
 I'm still the same thug you hate
 I want to feel numb
 Just like I'm undone
 I never think I'm going to feel okay
 You want to take drugs
 Of course you do
 You want that fake love yeah
 I want it too
 I'm still the same thug
 I want to capture you in hate
 I want to feel numb
 I want to sing to you
 Just like I'm undone
 I'm feeling you
 I never think I'm going to feel okay