Last December

I watch it like a movie
 My life was amusing
 Fading in the distance
 Only if you knew me now
 You'd never know
 Who I was one year ago
 At all those afterparties
 Waiting in the lobby
 Every starry night that I was never sorry
 With nowhere to go
 I didn't want to be alone (want to be alone)
 Somehow I remember
 Last December
 I gave you everything
 Things I never had
 I forget the rest
 Although now it's over
 I'm not feeling that much older
 Dreaming dreams I never had
 Making other plans
 I still really miss you
 Wish I hadn't kissed you
 Standing in the lobby
 With a dozen roses
 Holding on for more
 What an ending to the show
 My mother always told me
 Everything has consequences
 She was right
 I never played it nice
 Now I watch it all alone
 What a price I paid for more
 Somehow I remember
 Last December
 I gave you everything
 Things I never had
 I forget the rest
 Although now it's over
 I'm not feeling that much older
 Dreaming dreams I never had
 Making other plans
 I watch it like a movie
 My life was amusing
 Fading in the distance
 Only if you knew me now
 You'd never know
 Who I was one year ago
 My mother always told me
 Everything has consequences
 She was right
 I never played it nice
 Now I watch it all alone
 What a price to pay for more
 Somehow I remember
 Last December
 I gave you everything
 Things I never had
 I forget the rest
 Although now it's over
 I'm not feeling that much older
 Dreaming dreams I never had
 Making other plans
 Somehow now I'm older
 I feel colder
 And I wanna hide inside
 Just like last December