Just a Man

I'm just trying
 To do whatever I can
 And if I should cry
 Well you know
 I'm only a man
 To say you just a human
 To say you just a man
 What does that mean?
 I am
 What I am
 All I am
 Cause I'm a man
 I know I've been gone
 Ain't been around in a while
 Been drifting around about
 Probably got me down
 My mind is kind of cloudy
 I can't focus
 Too much evil around here
 I'm hater-phobic
 I'm just trying to make a living with my blessings
 By every mean necessary
 Gotta be successful
 But how I'm trying to get the money
 Keeping me stressing
 That's why I stay high
 Run around with the chest full of smoke
 Inhale, exhale
 Blow all my problems away
 It's been so long since I drop down
 And to my father just pray
 Cause I'm feeling really guilty
 Saying that I'll never gonna do it again
 But I will be sinning again
 Sipping on Henny with the rest of my friends
 It's gonna kill me
 So why does it thrill me
 I must like living on the edge
 Chasing the devil while he playin' with my head
 Slave in a bubble
 And behave like I'm dead
 No more nothing
 No more existence
 Then I wake up and I realize
 I don't really want to die
 My sinning I'm trying to minimize
 But see the problem with the Gemini
 They recognize that they made a mistake
 After is too late
 So I'm thinking
 Maybe I should turn around
 And run from the Devil
 Take it to another level (slow down)
 And careful with the rebel point of view
 Maybe not a whole blunt
 Maybe just a joint or two
 What to do?
 Dog I really don't know
 Should I say the hell with it?
 Go and get the 44
 Suicide is a suicide
 I really don't know who am I?
 I'm just trying
 To do whatever I can
 And if I should cry
 Well you know I'm only a man
 To say you just a human
 To say you just a man
 What does that mean?