Hard to Love

Here I go again, see me trying
 To squeeze from the middle
 So I'll be alone again
 All around me people are trying
 To be what they once were
 Just to be the same again
 Eventually it seems to get hard to love
 When your feet get cold and your head goes numb
 And you find yourself on the edge of the kingdom come
 And no one knows your name
 When will things just get back to normal
 I think to myself
 And scoff as the thought runs through my
 Mind Where did I come up with this concept
 And what did I once want
 Before it was clear what I would find
 Eventually it seems to get hard to love
 When your feet get cold and your head goes numb
 And you find yourself on the edge of the kingdom come
 And no one knows your name
 Til you get up
 Walk over to the mirror
 And you won't recognize
 Oh your face without your makeup
 And it seems like its been years
 Since there was light behind your eyes
 Can you restart a heart
 Can you restart a heart
 Can you restart a heart
 Eventually it seems to get hard to love
 When your feet get cold and your head goes numb
 And you find yourself on the edge of the kingdom come
 When your shattered heart's not strong enough
 And you hate to show your face when it's looking so rough
 And no one knows your name