Dear God

crawling to the edge of heaven
 looking below
 spirits weep for this world
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 cry yourself to sleep
 on clouds of the tulle and silk above your childrens grief
 the wish
 to breathe
 remains beneath
 forced to leave but
 maybe you were missing me/ trying to come back to see
 maybe you'd give anything/ would you even strip your wings
 in satin skies they wait whispering
 with plans of jumping. taking turns removing their wings
 just a selfish dream
 im scared
 i cant do this on my own
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 above your grave
 a son filled with shame
 not seeking gods reprieve
 only wishing you forgave me
 all we need is closure
 what if death desires life?
 never wanting paradise
 far away from who they loved
 to bask beneath a lonely son
 they close their eyes and hide silently
 while the creator cals them back home
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 i gave you power.