Wishful Thinking

I wish that I smoked cigarettes
 Maybe I'd be thinner
 I wish that I still went to church
 Maybe I'm a sinner
 I wish I had a lowride car
 So I could drive my lowride heart
 To somewhere where nobody knows your name
 I wish that I could call you, but I wish I didn't want to
 I wish that I could love you, but I wish I didn't want you
 I wish that it got better just like people say
 I wish that I could wish you, I wish that I could wish you away
 And I'd be okay
 I bet I'll forget my own name
 Before I'd forget you
 But I'll forgive all my enemies
 Before I'll forgive you
 Oh! If I think about it long enough
 I'll think those memories to dust
 And finally I could give her what she needs
 I wish that I could call you, but I wish I didn't want to
 I wish that I could love you, but I wish I didn't want you
 I wish that it got better just like people say
 I wish that I could wish you, I wish that I could wish you away
 And I'd be okay
 They'll be better days coming for me
 They'll be better days coming for me
 But right now I'm slummin, bummin and slummin away
 And that's okay
 They'll be better days coming for me
 They'll be better days coming for me
 But right now I'm slummin, bummin and slummin away
 And that's okay
 I wish that I could call you, but I wish I didn't want to
 I wish that I could love you, but I wish I didn't want you
 I wish that it got better just like people say
 I wish that I could wish you, I wish that I could wish you away
 And I'd be okay
 But that's just wishful thinking