Diary Of A Piss Drinker

Left alone - with fingers bleeding
 Try to claw - something worth keeping
 On my knees - and bleeding
 And you just don't give a fuck
 A new betrayal - fucked hard again
 Stripped to bone - by one more set of friends
 Tear it down - no feelings of shame
 Set up to be knocked down again
 You have
 No morals
 Twisted
 Selfishness
 I hate you
 Kill you if I
 Wasn't gutless
 Foul taste
 Of piss
 In my throat from you
 And I invited you in
 I fucking let you in
 I stare into the mirror - clutching pride
 Eyes tell the truth - I cannot hide
 Another piece of me - has dropped and died
 And now I lie here crippled by my life
 Pride and sense of worth in a world of hurt
 Are falling off me - and I can't get them back
 Try to fight and love to hate - I build a wall
 Against my will to protect from another attack
 >From the endless queues of bitter shits
 Who wait in line with spikes and knives
 With evidence and opinions of what I am
 They don't know me and I do not even like them... cunts