Girl Like Me

I just want you to know that I–
 I never stopped loving you,
 I'll never stop
 Don't be having too much fun
 The laughter you have brung
 Far surpasses all that none
 Of what I've asked of you was done
 And I took half of you as one.
 Chased after you and run
 I tried so badly to exactly be the last thing that you thunk, at night
 I get drunk at night
 Just reflecting sitting texting is you up at night?
 I'm fucking sick
 Vomit and all, I'm sad
 This aint fucking it
 Promise I won't be mad
 Who you fucking wit?
 Answer me please
 Black heart,
 A panther indeed
 I wear it all on my hands and my sleeve
 Don't go too far from me
 I let you go to let you grow
 Don't grow apart from me
 Like please don't take your heart from me
 I love you like my last breath
 Walking up my last step
 Feeling while I'm healing
 I'm still dealing with my past stress.
 And I'm a let it show,
 Keep it still and make it known
 They say to let it go and if it's real, it will return
 Please come back to me
 You must've wanted something different
 Still don't know what I was missing
 What you asked, I would've given
 It ain't right how these hoes be winning
 Why they be winning? Yeah
 No hope for a girl like me
 How come they be winning? Yeah
 And I ain't wanna be
 But you gon' make a hoe outta me
 I did some some shit that i'm not proud of,
 I carry that weight
 When I be steady giving out love,
 You carry that hate
 I wrote 100 songs about you
 100 was wrong about you
 But who was I to know that i'd
 Weather this storm without you
 You get even, i get odd
 I need you like i need God,
 Put my ego to the side
 Cause i could do without my pride
 I could do without yo' lies
 I won't do without yo' touch
 I won't do without yo' smile
 I won't do without yo' love,
 I just wont
 You must've wanted something different
 (Baby)
 Still don't know what I was missing
 What you asked I would have given
 (I would've did that)
 It ain't right how these hoes be winning
 (Come on)
 Yeah, they be winning
 (Its no hope for me)
 No hope for a girl like me
 How come they be winning? Yeah
 And I ain't wanna be
 But you gon' make a hoe outta me
 Y'all niggas be making us sad
 Then say y'all don't know why we're mad
 So we start acting like we don't care
 'Cause y'all niggas be taking us there
 'Cause you don't want us no more
 It breaks us to the core
 You must've wanted something different
 Still don't know what you was missing
 What you asked I would have given
 It ain't right how these hoes be winning
 Why they be winning?
 No hope for a girl like me
 How come they be winning?
 I ain't wanna be
 But you gon' make a hoe outta me
 A hoe I'll be, yeah
 That's what you wanted
 That's what you get