Lost in a Wave

I can't breath, I'm suffocating
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 It's a feeling I know
 All my senses are heightened to the point where I can't move at all
 I try to scream but there is no one here
 I tell myself that's irrational
 Whatever I do it gets the best of me
 I can feel the waves crashing down on me
 All these words are useless, I bet you won't understand
 I'm just trying to hide my fears 'cause I'm afraid to understand
 I've been thinking way too much
 I've been searching for a place to bury myself
 I'm lost in a wave
 It controls my feelings and I can't help it
 I'm falling away
 If I control my fears, would I still feel the pain?
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 I've been thinking too much
 I see the rain pouring down the river
 My brain is trying to trick me
 I'm just talking to myself but I can't hear anything
 My face is on the concrete
 It's about to take control and I just cannot compete
 My brain is trying to trick me
 I'm just talking to myself but I can't hear anything
 My face is on the concrete
 It's about to take control and I just cannot compete
 I know what the fuck it's up
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 See the face of misery
 I try to scream but there is no one here
 I'm lost in a wave
 It controls my feelings and I can't help it
 I'm falling away
 If I control my fears, would I still feel the pain?