Life of a Walrus

I use to dream bout the day I could buy a benz
 Now I could buy 10
 Look at life lifing
 Look at faith faithing
 I seen fireflies
 It was breathtaking
 These are the makings of a man
 The givings and takings of a man
 The fixin and the breakings of a man
 The stillness and the shakings of a man
 All of my lessons come in the woman form
 Out of my lust there was a woman born
 Out of my lust there was a woman hurt
 Numbers couldn't quantify a woman's worth
 Numbers couldn't quantify a woman's love
 Them hoes don't feel like ya woman's hug
 Spent my life dodgin accountability
 Probably aiding her infertility
 I had some problems with infidelity
 I hid the shame with my ability
 Damn near died the shit was killing me
 Thought I was sick that shit was healing me
 God know I suffer from all my gluttony
 Aye, but he still fuck with me
 He know I'ma grow to be a better man
 It's easy not to fall when you never stand
 Kinda easy to fail when you never plan
 Probably can't cuz you tell yourself you never can
 I'm so invested in what's around me
 Playing in this water like it won't drown me
 Aye, finally went to therapy
 So I can feel worthy if you ever choose to marry me
 If I couldn't walk, on yo back you would carry me
 As I complain bout how life aint really fair to me
 Look at the account I'm in Nebraska living merrily
 Probably be the greatest when they bury me
 I did the crime
 I paid my price
 You saved my life
 I couldn't change
 I paid the price
 Can't save me twice
 I'm just a man
 Don't judge my plight
 This shits my life
 I did the crime
 I paid my price
 You saved my life