Torturing Myself

You hit me like lightning
 Then you brought me back to life
 It felt like my heart stopped
 And I died a thousand times
 My friends tried to warn me
 That you were incapable
 Of loving somebody like me
 Deep down I know that they're right
 But I'm still gonna stay the night
 I don't need you but I want to
 These feelings got me playing the fool
 I just keep torturing myself, self, self
 Cant put all these feelings for you on a shelf, shelf, shelf
 I want you so bad and I know you can tell, tell, tell
 But I know loving you's gonna hurt me like hell
 Got all these feelings that I just can't help
 So I'll just keep torturing my-
 I just keep torturing
 I just keep torturing myself
 I just keep torturing
 I just keep torturing myself
 You knocked on my heart
 Beat down the door, so I let you in
 And I just keep running back for more
 Time and time again
 And I try not to wonder who you're on the phone with
 When its two in the morning
 But I'm still gonna stay the night
 Why even put up a fight, yeah
 I don't need you but I want to
 These feelings got me playing the fool
 I just keep torturing myself, self, self
 Cant put all these feelings for you on a shelf, shelf, shelf
 I want you so bad and I know you can tell, tell, tell
 But I know loving you's gonna hurt me like hell
 Got all these feelings that I just can't help
 So I'll just keep torturing my
 Feels like I'm banging my head
 With a hammer again and again
 Every time I let you in
 I just keep torturing myself, self, self, self
 Cant put all these feelings for you on a shelf, shelf, shelf
 I want you so bad and I know you can tell
 But I know loving you's gonna hurt me like hell, hell, hell
 Got all these feelings that I just can't help
 So I'll just keep torturing my
 I just keep torturing
 I just keep torturing myself
 I just keep torturing
 I just keep torturing myself