give/UP

I've been putting off for days a visitation to your grave
 The only reason I can find is because I'm guilty of so many matters of the mind
 So little matters in my heart
 You used to blame me all the time
 Eventually, we fell apart
 Give up, just give up
 I'll see you when I'm through
 Give up, just give up
 I've given up on you, (ooh ooh ooh)
 Many years ago you said that life alone is worth a bitch
 When you were drunk, I found myself hangin' on your every word
 Fired circuits in your brain
 I've walked on eggshells, couldn't last
 How do you cope with all your pain when you can't talk about your past?
 Give up, just give up
 I'll see you when I'm through, (ooh, ooh, ooh)
 Give up, just give up
 I've given up on you
 You've given up on me
 Please, leave me be
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 Every time I breathe, the memories return to me at lighting speed
 Sudden sympathy invades the very fiber of my vicious being
 I remember finding you alone inside a room, calling my name
 For a moment on a Monday morning, I regret running away
 Know that I'm the selfish one
 After all the strive you made
 The only way to make it right
 Remains a question in my life
 So many matters take up time
 So little matters in this life
 You used to blame me feeling fine
 I think you know it's all a lie
 Give up, just give up
 I'll see you when I'm through, (ooh, ooh, ooh)
 Give up, just give up
 I've given up on you
 You've given up on me
 Please, leave me be