Peeling Wax

Flickering light goes out,
 Alone in the dark
 What more can I do?
 Nothing is ever new
 The lonely never leaves,
 This feeling haunting me
 I just feel trapped again,
 No one goes to Heaven.
 Trapped in darkness for years.
 No hopes to pray, only fears
 Nothing changes
 I'm stuck playing a game that never ends.
 I can never win
 Flickering light goes out,
 Alone in the dark
 What more can I do?
 Nothing is ever new
 Hearing familiar sounds,
 All I can do is shout.
 Lost never felt like home,
 No longer on my own.
 Tired of pleading for help
 Rather do it alone
 If god came knocking
 No ones home.
 Mama I swear I tried,
 I lost too many bets
 I'm left screaming at God
 Is it my turn to die yet?
 Leave me alone with my sins
 Because no one goes to Heaven
 None Goes to Heaven
 No one GOES
 I can't hold myself up,
 So how can I help you?
 Broken legs will never bare weight
 So I brace for the fall
 Flickering light goes out
 Alone in the dark
 What more can I do?
 Nothing is ever new
 The lonely never leaves
 This feeling haunting me
 I just feel trapped again
 I will never win
 What's the point of helping me?
 I fall time and time and time again
 Will you listen this time?
 I'LL SLOW IT DOWN SO YOU CAN HEAR IT
 FALLING TIME AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN
 JUST TO NOT GO TO HEAVEN
 I'm Still playing this god damn game
 And I can never win it