Waiting for the End

Half the time I can't even get up
 I hardly know where I am
 Got the windows down and the air cuts
 I'm just a simple kind of man
 Falling through the cracks over the years
 I just want to get out from the rubble
 So far away, nothing is near
 Gotta figure myself out or crumble
 Coming back, nothing looks the same
 People have changed, lives move on, I go out again
 Half the time I don't know the date
 Can't tell you where I've been
 Raining down, can't see the road
 Going through the motions again
 Falling through the cracks again
 No more demons and no more friends
 Can't get out I'm caved in
 Always waiting for the end
 I just want that first rush of not knowing when I'm coming home
 Never knowing what's the next thing to come
 I've tried so hard how do I get back
 I just need to get back on track
 All this pressure makes my mind crack
 Half the time I feel so lost
 Working for years for this
 I'll pay the price just tell me the cost
 It's something I can't miss
 Half the time I can't even get up
 I hardly know where I am
 Got the windows down and the air cuts
 I'm just a simple kind of man