despair

I've lost my cool
 I'm not sure how to act
 Not even sure how I can keep my pride intact
 Well, I don't know if this is it
 But can't you see?
 No, I'm not falling for you
 So, please have mercy on me
 'Cause it's not romantic, I swear
 I'm not gasping for air
 I want you to be here
 But please don't come near
 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
 I'm not ready for hand holding
 It's not love, I swear
 It might be closer to despair
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 No, I don't want you to teach me how to dance
 Get your heart away from me
 You'll put me into a trance
 And even though I think about you day and night
 I'm not sure if this whole love thing
 Sounds quite right
 'Cause it's not romantic, I swear
 I'm not gasping for air
 I want you to be here
 But please don't come near
 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
 I'm not ready for hand holding
 It's not love, I swear
 It might be closer to despair
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 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
 I'm not ready for hand holding
 It's not love, I swear
 It might be
 Closer
 To despair