Thinking Out Loud

I've been losing my mind, I've been living a lie
 I? ve been running away for so long
 I try to put on a face and cover my heart
 But I? m needing it now so bad
 I don? t know how I feel
 Maybe I? m mad or maybe I? m proud
 Can? t find the truth, can? t speak my mind
 Don? t know what I'll say, I? m just thinking out loud
 Thinking out loud
 No, no I can't explain what? s happened to me
 I feel like I? m right and wrong
 Inside everything? s upside down, everything? s spinning around
 And it? s freaking me out
 I don? t know how I feel
 Maybe I? m mad or maybe I? m proud
 Can? t find the truth, can? t speak my mind
 Don? t know what I'll say, I? m just thinking out loud
 If only for a day I could be free
 I bet you? d feel the same if you were me
 I? m gonna spit it out, just let go
 I? ve been losing my mind, I? ve been living a lie
 I? ve been running away for so long
 I don? t know how I feel
 Maybe I? m mad or maybe I? m proud
 Can? t find the truth, can? t speak my mind
 I don? t know what I'll say, I? m just thinking out loud
 Yeah, I? m thinking out loud, thinking out loud
 Can? t find the truth, can? t speak my mind
 I don? t know what I'll say, I? m just thinking out loud