A Weak Ago

Can't you tell that I'm anxious?
 Don't you know that I
 I didn't want this at all?
 Can't you see that it makes me sick
 When I act overconfident about nothing?
 I'm not feeling the way
 No, I'm not feeling the way that you want me to
 I'm just peeling away
 That big, thick skin you want me to put on display
 I'm the same as I
 I was a week ago
 But everyone's saying that I
 I'm not at, I'm not at all
 The same and it's become unusual
 And everyone says that I
 I got it, I got it all
 You should know that I'm thankful
 Even though I feel stuck
 Just remember I envy you
 Because you don't have to fake anybody at all
 I'm not feeling the way
 No, I'm not feeling the way they expect me to
 I'm not pulling away
 See, I'm just pulling the same shit on a different day
 I'm the same as I
 I was a week ago
 But everyone's saying that I
 I'm not at, I'm not at all
 The same and it's become unusual
 And everyone says that I
 I got it, I got it all
 It's the same as it
 It was a week ago
 But everyone's saying that it
 It's not at, It's not at all
 The same and it's so fucking difficult
 How nobody's there until
 You've got it, you've got it all
 I'm the same as I was a week ago
 But everyone's saying that I'm... oh, fuck
 I'm the same as I
 I was a week ago
 But everyone's saying that I
 I'm not at, I'm not at all
 The same and it's become unusual
 And everyone says that I
 I got it, I got it all
 It's the same as it
 It was a week ago
 But everyone's saying that it
 It's not at, It's not at all
 The same and it's so fucking difficult
 How nobody's there until
 You've got it, you've got it all