If I Really Love You

Yesterday you told me that you wanna be alone
 I could hear the distance in your voice over the phone
 You don't say "I love you" back
 Or let your feelings show
 You used to be so good at that
 But now I never know
 I wish you would hold me
 I wish you would tell me how you feel
 Want you to show me
 If anything left in this is real
 'Cause maybe l'm afraid to see you
 Dancin' on your own
 If I really love you
 I'll let you go
 Midnight drives in your old sweatshirts
 Never felt so cold
 And I still hear the stupid songs you showed me
 Everywhere I go
 I can taste the hesitation
 Running from your lips
 I can feel it in my bones, they're breaking
 We can't end like this
 I wish you would hold me
 I wish you would tell me how you feel
 Want you to show me
 If anything left in this is real
 'Cause maybe l'm afraid to see you
 Dancin' on your own
 If I really love you
 I'll let you go
 Moments wrapped and romance that end with bitter sunrises and goodbyes
 Moments so fragile and rare that I wonder
 If they would have the same taste if not such a delicacy
 But l'd still devour you
 As I lay here and recall years of wavering emotions
 Suppressed desires and volcanic explosions
 That retreat into dormancy
 I wonder, could we ever flow together
 Or are we two twin souls finding each other in the wrong lifetime?
 'Cause maybe I'm afraid to see you
 Dancing on your own
 If I really love you
 I'll let you go (hmm)
 If I really love you
 I'll let you go