Ghost Pains

There is a ghost that dwells inside my chest
 Breathing through my lungs and hoping someday they will both collapse
 Whispering in my ear
 I hope you fucking disappear
 This life isn't yours
 I am your prison
 I never knew what my life would be
 These bed bugs get the best of me
 I'm overcoming these demons with every ounce of strength I have
 But it's not enough anymore
 I never knew what my life would be
 Living with a clouded mind
 You've always been one to criticize me
 But I would never take back a single word I said
 You fucking coward
 If the weight of the world collapses on my shoulders
 The light of happiness is dead and I feel colder
 But it's all in my head
 It's getting harder everyday
 This life is not supposed to be this way
 Living with a disease
 That gets the best of me
 I am stuck inside my head
 Bearing loss of the people around me
 A disappointment to those I love
 I'll never be good enough for you
 I'm so sick of this sinking feeling inside my chest
 Take me back to the time when I didn't hate myself
 For the choices that I've made
 We will walk the earth alone
 We shall never be a life in this world
 Even if it means I'll never feel this way again
 We will walk the earth alone