Ivy

Did you find out if it was poison ivy?
 That mark under your chin
 You didn't know how it got there
 Just a blemish on your perfect skin
 We never meant to let go
 We just liked to pretend
 That we're not scared of the future
 You're just as broken as I am
 And that comforts me in ways you could never see
 This is not what I'm supposed to be
 And I'm not sure what you see in me
 You never tell me what you think
 You keep that to yourself
 So tell me what you want
 Am I a knight in shining armor?
 Or a boy that doesn't leave you alone?
 I'll make the drive every day if I have to
 If you let me (if you let me)
 So while we lay in bed
 For the first time, in a long time
 I know I'll ruin it again
 Just shut your mouth and try to capture it
 All I can think is "I hope this is not the last time"
 In the past these moments have been too good to last
 Let me forget (let me forget)
 I know I said I'm not coming back
 This is not what I'm supposed to be
 And I'm not sure what you see in me
 You never tell me what you think
 You keep that to yourself
 So tell me what you want
 Am I a knight in shining armor?
 Or a boy that doesn't leave you alone?
 I'll make the drive every day if I have to
 If you let me (if you let me)
 The seasons change here in seconds
 Petals lose all their colors
 I'm just too tired to protest
 You changed in ways that I don't get
 But I'll learn to except that
 You're not the shy girl I used to know
 You're not the shy girl I used to know
 You're not the shy girl I used to know
 If you're a flower and I'm a tree
 You'll never grow at the same pace as me
 I just think while you live in the moment
 I never stop, soak it in and enjoy it