Stimulus

Here it comes, where I succumb, the calling from
 A deep darkened part within me
 I feel the need, to make you bleed, to make you see
 Monster that lives inside me
 I want you dead, or better yet - I need you dead
 The tension is always building
 I won't wait, I feel the hate, I'm in the state
 Won't stop, I'm done pretending
 There's not a thing I feel inside me
 Until the urge is roused
 I find your lifeless eyes exciting
 I really need it now
 Your rigor mortis means much more to me
 Than what you're worth alive
 I'm gonna solemnize you fighting
 I live to watch you die
 I've suppressed this, I've repressed it
 Waited way too long, it's way too strong
 I can't prolong anymore
 I'm sure the morgue has room for more
 There's not a thing I feel inside me
 Until the urge is roused
 I find your lifeless eyes exciting
 I really need it now
 Your rigor mortis means much more to me
 Than what you're worth alive
 I'm gonna solemnize you fighting
 I live to watch you die
 While I take my time indulging
 All my cold excessive needs to watch you die
 Now, look into my eyes
 So I can find that beautiful high
 I've needed all my life
 I've needed all my life
 I live to watch you die
 I live to watch you die