Entity

I'm sick of metaphors, so I'll just say it,
 I hate myself.
 I found my dreams at the bottom of a bottle that I can't crawl out of.
 How can I live with the person that I've become?
 How can I find a love, think when I'll ask her to be wed?
 I fell in love with an entity, that can't be felt or seen. Lately, it's been the only one that's there for me. I think the point of no return is where I'm comfortable, so let's face it, I will be the one that never learns.
 How can I live with the person that I've become?
 How can I find a love, think when I'll ask her to be wed?
 I fell in love with an entity, that can't be felt or seen. Lately, it's been the only one that's there for me. I think the point of no return is where I'm comfortable, so let's face it, I will be the one that never learns.
 I built my hopes up, hoping I would find the center breaking down.
 I am so lonely, It's pushed me to the edge of breaking down.
 I should have listened,
 I should have learned.
 I don't know how to treat myself.
 I fell in love with an entity, that can't be felt or seen. Lately, it's been the only one that's there for me. I think the point of no return is where I'm comfortable, so let's face it, I will be the one that never learns.