Beginning with Release

Beginning with release
 Second chances only create
 Even more seconds to wait
 Everyone starts over
 Turns a new leaf
 But you're weak
 And even the weight
 Proves much too heavy for a pest like yourself
 Especially when you're already burdened
 With a chip on your shoulder
 That cuts as deep as her treachery
 And this release
 It won't be the end for me
 Our tug of war taught me
 Resilience and a few more things
 I was only armed for battle
 You see
 But I didn't lose because I'm not lost
 And you have to be strong to keep holding on
 But it takes strength of mind
 To know when to release
 Is there a life
 Without forgiveness
 If I release
 Will I still remember
 I was only armed for battle
 You see
 But I didn't lose because I'm not lost
 And you have to be strong to keep holding on
 But it takes strength of mind to know when to release
 You've been saving all your pennies just to flip the coin
 Well, heads up high roller
 All you're going to see is tails as you watch me leave
 I never was your Lady Luck
 And I'm fucking done
 Being your second best
 No need to worry about me
 I'll bounce back from this with ease
 What a shame you won't be so lucky
 Cause you're not going up
 And you're not going down
 You'll just waver back and forth
 Still impossible to please
 Cause you're not going up
 And you're sure as fuck not going down
 You'll just waver back and forth
 Still impossible to please
 And this release
 It won't be the end for me
 Our tug of war taught me
 Resilience and a few more things
 I was only armed for battle
 You see
 But I didn't lose because I'm not lost
 And you have to be strong to keep holding on
 But it takes strength of mind
 To know when to release
 Is there a life
 Without forgiveness
 If I release
 Will I still remember
 I was only armed for battle
 You see
 But I didn't lose because I'm not lost
 And you have to be strong to keep holding on
 But it takes strength of mind to know when to release
 You say
 But we've only just begun
 And I say
 Our beginning is done
 You never should have left
 No
 You never should have come