In Spite of Me

Buried to my knees
 I hope you find some sort of peace
 In spite of me
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 Swinging blade that opens scars and more, comes around again
 But you're not asking for a chance to pour out
 Everything that hadn't been said but thought
 Maybe I was holding you back from love
 But we weren't anything
 You used your head to get in mine
 Buried to my knees
 I hope you find some sort of peace
 In spite of me
 I wasted weeks
 I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth
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 The blade of love that I have now twists and turns in my back
 Your friends say I'm at my worst, and you're my guiding light
 If I die from all of this, know I won't be missed
 The light has turned shade and I've been pushed away
 Buried to my knees
 I hope you find some sort of peace
 In spite of me
 I wasted weeks
 I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth
 I've given up so write me off and I'll be gone
 I'm watching you
 I was too distant don't miss it
 I'll be fine
 I'm sorry that you had it all planned out
 Buried to my knees
 I hope you find some sort of peace
 In spite of me
 I wasted weeks
 I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth
 Decay with me
 Buried to my knees
 I hope you find some sort of peace
 In spite of me