Self Defeated

You saw right through me, from the second you knew me
 This worthless case has closed
 I am broken for no reason but my own
 On display, displeased
 Ask for pain and you shall receive
 But you saw right through me
 If it's you, not me, then
 Why do I feel so self-defeated
 I'm leaving
 Find me bleeding out the thought of you
 Listen, I made the decision
 I left you by the door, left you begging me to stay
 I want nothing more
 The way we used to speak
 Went from aggressive to pathetic
 Now apologetic fits my description
 If it's you, not me, then
 Why do I feel so self-defeated
 I'm leaving
 Find me bleeding out the thought of
 You keep dreaming
 Keep pretending it's okay when I say
 I'm leaving
 I could've been all that you wanted
 But you've taken me for granted
 I could've been all that you wanted
 Please constrict my breathing
 Guess it's me then
 Laying here so self-defeated
 I'm leaving
 Find me bleeding out the thought of
 You keep dreaming
 Keep pretending it's okay when I say
 I'm leaving
 Find me bleeding out the thought of you
 If it's you, not me, then
 Why do I feel so self-defeated