COMPOSITION XI

I can't believe I got myself played again
 I thought we was cool, I thought we made amends
 Go tell all your friends, fuck what you say to them
 I can't wait for us to find our way again
 Hard for me to care when I'm so faded every day
 I'm straying far away from you, wading through the pain
 Deflating in the rain, I created all these things, no use
 Maybe I will fall, maybe I will rise
 But if anything, a nigga really tried
 And I know, I know
 Doing it for all, doing it for I
 But a balance is required to survive and to fly
 Wide open space
 10 Day, I remember bumpin' that, takin' acid to rap
 Then stays in the past, you be lettin' shit amass in ya ass
 Toxins, we pollutin' all the human, that's an issue, I'm assumin'
 God been chillin' in my spirit, I can feel Him, I can hear it
 I know you may not understand now
 But we all return to where we once were
 Words and code written in my hands now
 In my skin from within, tell me, how could I pretend that I know?
 I never thought I would see this place again
 I thought that I knew, but that illusion end
 Go tell all your friends, but you can't say to them
 The beauty we forget and can't express
 The lesson I learn every time I stress
 I confess, I don't know what is best
 That's okay, it's so cold in the snow
 But go play anyway
 You can mold what you hold where you lay
 Into something brand new or a man that stand true