Mama

L-is for the liars that had surrounded me
 I-insecurity, My head down in these streets
 F-my future, there isn't one
 E-ternal Hope and this is my life
 I wake up everyday to the same ole' foster motha
 I ain't got no pictures of my mother
 She was a crack fiend, nothin' like Pac-mother
 She didn't make a difference
 Even doe she could've Momma
 Shame, shame on my life
 Popa tried to sell me twice
 On the stop by
 Look in my eyes, bags from the tears that I cried
 And the people who lied
 Telling me that this was my place
 Fony tried to smile in my face
 But I shoulda knew somethin' was rare
 Smile on her face when she open the mail
 Kept a nice mink on her back
 Meanwhile I gotta goose and my gooses got patches
 I'm so mad, this is me
 I'm so hurt, this is me
 So why should it be, but I'ma be alright
 L-is for the liars that had surrounded me
 I-insecurity, My head down in these streets
 F-my future, there isn't one
 E-ternal Hope and this is my life
 I'm pregnate by a dude and he's not 16
 But, I like his style, his whip is mean
 Momma told me to find a man to take care of me
 And he does buy me things but he beats on me
 I come to her for a little advice
 She told her... Up
 with a black eye, Telling me to know my place
 So, I stay, wait for my body phase
 Telling myself that its just a pregnancy phase
 When all, in reality I'm being
 discouraged, and disrespected, and under depression
 And i don't really blame the man
 I blame my mother for not teachin' me the different types of man
 Life neva understood its stand
 My side of the story being that it's so consistent
 18 yrs and 9months developing raisin' in
 prison I guess I'll neva make a difference
 L-is for the liars that had surrounded me
 I-insecurity, My head down in these streets
 F-my future, there isn't one
 E-ternal Hope and this is my life
 On, ON from a nothing to Orphans, the least of my problems
 Appears like Deja Vu, stomach starvin'
 Free lunch, breakfast, evenly i departed
 Ao ashamed of a life that was started
 Ask God if, he could take the pain away
 He made me in denile of every word I pray
 Everyday it's the same old no talent
 I'm feelin' like my life is unbalanced
 No tellin', what tomorrow gonna look like, yea rite
 Wrapped up in a fast light for suicide act
 Why, is my life set up for failure ya'll
 I can care less what the people say to ya'll
 We break out in rage, ventin' all the hurt inside
 Who am i, to tell you what u failed 2 realize
 The voice that you hold within you,
 the voice that you are, the voice of the young people
 L-is for the liars that had surrounded me
 I-insecurity, My head down in these streets
 F-my future, there isn't one
 E-ternal Hope and this is my life