Wishin On A Star

I cant seem to pretend, ill never see you again
 here the ticks hit the fact, money took my friend
 close my eyes to escape, didnt want to see the fact
 time to retaliate, where these muthaf***as at
 to think about it now, you probably in a better place
 chillin with pac, probably talking bout them better days
 now I know what you mean, believe what you see
 cause your closest homies get turned by the greed
 its sad but true s***, im on some new s***
 why trust a muthaf***a, when they never gon do s***
 silly as it sounds, that's how it goes
 a million homies at the end, im all alone
 the last few years has been hectic for me, I lost shaggy, my brother, & my closest homies
 how much can I take, I only got one heart
 dear god please tell me, why you had to take this young star
 we had places to go, people to see, money to make
 a million to reach foreal, the purpose of life to me has now been revealed
 f*** as many hoes, get rich before you get killed
 we at the end of the road its all over, this is the muthaf***in ballad of a dead soldier... soldier... soldier... soldier...
 this is the muthaf***in truth, ballad of a dead soldier
 Im wishing on a star
 to follow where you are
 im wishing on a dream
 to follow what it means
 we had plans to make it big, what happened to that
 its like i blinked for a moment, then you never came back
 why should it have to be that way, why the f*** did you even have to see that day
 im trying to be strong, pouring my feelings on all these bars
 trying to hold on to something, when its really been gone
 nothing ever been the same without you here now, believe me when I say
 everything is clearer now, the next albums imma mention your name
 and let everybody know how I entered the game, last night I stayed up late
 thinking of the day, when I met you at the studio
 and how my life has changed, I stay thinking if I'm even gonna see tomorrow
 dont even know if im gonna release this sorrow, all of this pain's been stuck inside of me
 hoping that i find a future thats, right for me
 who knows maybe this rap s*** is not for me, and if it is
 right now I think its hard to see, its a hustle
 so f*** it imma hustle to the max, and do whatever it take
 to put your name on up a map, til theres nothing left
 im gonna hold you down, to the fullest now its going down
 I hope when you hear this, you give me your smile
 I put my heart into it homie, I hope you love how it sounds
 Im wishing on a star
 to follow where you are
 im wishing on a dream
 to follow what it means