Survive

She told me I was nothing and it hurt
 She used to make me happy and feel special with her words
 I tried to shed some light, on all the dark inside of her
 She used to be my everything and now I'm off the drugs
 I fell to the ground
 I'm smoking all the time
 Just tryna survive
 I might kill myself tonight
 I never fucking know
 When I'm gonna go
 'Cause one day I am happy
 Next I'm strangled by the noose
 I fell to the ground
 Crying all the time
 Sadness in my sound
 I am always on the grind
 I'm always feeling low
 Stuck inside my mind
 I just wanna go
 But I never seem to die
 Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone
 Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door
 All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low
 I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more
 Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone
 Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door
 All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low
 I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more
 I fell to the ground
 I'm smoking all the time
 Just tryna survive
 I might kill myself tonight
 I never fucking know
 When I'm gonna go
 'Cause one day I am happy
 Next I'm strangled by the noose
 I fell to the ground
 Crying all the time
 Sadness in my sound
 I am always on the grind
 I'm always feeling low
 Stuck inside my mind
 I just wanna go
 But I never seem to die