faded/2am (feat. GoldLink)

I'm scared of the silence how it flutters through my room
 It just feels violent
 I think you feel it too, too
 Pulling on my fingers while you stutter through your words
 Your thoughts they always linger
 And i think I'm on the verge
 Of breaking down
 Don't know what that's about
 Your eyes they cut right through the edge
 Of my boredom and order, obsessive disorders
 And trying to fight but these feelings won't hide anymore
 I'm tired of the shit you said
 It's depression, transgressions, annoying expressions
 It's stupid babe why would you do this, you promised me more
 I'm faded
 It's jaded
 We used to be friends
 It was so innocent
 But I'm done
 I'm faded and gone
 I'm faded
 It's jaded
 We used to be friends
 But I hate to pretend
 That I'm wrong
 I'm faded and gone
 Right, a good girl with a real bad body
 When we face to face we get all off topics
 Say you want change but you never change for me
 How we gon beat the game, never play for me
 But you just need trust, you just need someone to love
 You don't need all of this stuff
 But you just keep playing
 I just want take you to Cayman
 Show you one, tell you one, take all this love and stop playing
 Push up on it, feel up on ya, i don't care
 Whisper something, tempt you crazy, pull your hair
 No, no, no, baby girl yeah tell me something
 When we get alone we get to cutting
 That's sad that we've passed the touching
 Jump, jump let's have a party
 Stop fronting, I'm your nigga
 Big boy making drug figures
 Big boy was a drug dealer
 Get the bag then we missed the past
 And you cannot change what you never had
 And don't let this shit fade away all up in the grass like
 I'm faded
 It's jaded
 We used to be friends
 It was so innocent
 But I'm done
 I'm faded and gone
 I'm faded
 It's jaded
 We used to be friends
 But I hate to pretend
 That I'm wrong
 I'm faded and gone
 Didn't want to stay past 2 a.m.
 Didn't want to know what happened then
 I won't always be sober
 And I'll come off as a loner
 Didn't want to stay past 3 a.m.
 Didn't want to go through that again
 Could this be bipolar
 If I'm getting colder
 I'm faded
 It's jaded
 I'm faded
 It's jaded
 We were friends for too long
 Innocent now I'm gone
 I'm faded
 It's jaded
 We were friends for too long
 Innocent now I'm gone