Good As It Gets

I'm not who I used to be
 I wouldn't know that guy if he was standing in front of me
 I got this tendency
 Just leave it up to me, to be sad in paradise
 I got a good heart, but fuck it up for the art
 Had a good life, I could never really see that
 Got so bad, lookin' for love in the trash
 If I had it, I wouldn't know how to keep it
 Well, maybe I'm a mess
 And maybe I'm depressed
 And maybe I'll just find out who I am, and I won't like who it is
 And I'm a wreck
 I do it for the sex
 And maybe I gotta realize this is as good as it gets
 (Maybe)
 (Maybe)
 I try to retrace my steps
 Maybe I'll find where it all fell apart, but I haven't yet
 Cash in another check
 Yeah, I'm spending all my money just trying to forget
 I got a good heart, but sometimes I'm a little dark
 Had a good life, I could never really see that
 Got so bad, lookin' for love in the trash
 If I had it, I wouldn't know how to keep it
 Well, maybe I'm a mess
 And maybe I'm depressed
 And maybe I'll just find out who I am, and I won't like who it is
 And I'm a wreck
 I do it for the sex
 And maybe I gotta realize this is as good as it gets
 Maybe (maybe), maybe (maybe)
 Maybe this is just as good as it gets
 Maybe (maybe), maybe (maybe)
 Maybe this is just as good as it gets
 Lately, I'm a mess
 I think that I'm depressed
 Sometimes it's the best that I can do to just get out of my bed
 I'm still a wreck
 The last time I checked
 Maybe I just gotta realize that this is a-, fuck, whatever
 Well, maybe I'm a mess
 And maybe I'm depressed
 And maybe I'll just find out who I am, and I won't like who it is
 And I'm a wreck
 I do it for the sex
 And maybe I gotta realize this is as good as it gets
 Maybe (maybe), maybe (maybe)
 Maybe this is just as good as it gets
 Maybe (maybe), maybe (maybe)
 Maybe this is just as good as it gets
 Maybe (maybe), maybe (maybe)
 Maybe this is just as good as it gets
 Maybe (maybe), maybe (maybe)
 Maybe this is just as good as it gets