Watering Can

It wasn't that i didn't wanna hold your hand,
 i just knew if we held tight once, we would ever let go
 it wasn't that i didn't want to call you mine,
 but - you're not mine
 and, it wasn't that you didn't make me happy
 because, my dear, you made me so happy
 but, the happiness that we shared wasn't meant for us as a pair
 oh, no
 as our hearts heal up and we walk barefoot through all the settled stardust
 let us, let go of all that we are not
 and, as our minds -
 as our hearts they will clear up - and we know that we are not to love
 let us stop, let us stop - tilting the watering can over the soil that holds us now
 because, we were never meant to grow
 it wasn't that i didn't ever write you notes
 i was always just to scared to send them through the post
 the truth that they entaiLed, stopped them from being stamped and mailed
 oh, it wasn't That i didn't write you notes
 as our hearts heal up and we walk barefoot through all the settled stardust
 let us, let go of all that we are not
 and, as our minds - they will clear up - and we know that we are not to love
 let us stop, let us stop - tilting the watering can over the soil that holds us now
 because, we were never meant to grow