Detoxify

I wish I knew why I can't stay clean
 I try my hardest but my body's so mean
 And I wake up shaking and feeling like shit
 But honestly, I'm fine, maybe ill never quit
 I wish I knew why I act so mean
 When really I just want my heart to be seen
 And I hate myself so I hate you too
 But that didn't make sense, and I didn't think it through
 Let me be me, and then you'll see
 Me at my wake, and it'll be great
 So dress me nice, try not to cry
 I'll decay and detoxify
 Let me be me, and then you'll see
 Me at my wake, and it'll be great
 So dress me nice, try not to cry
 I'll decay and detoxify
 I wish I knew why he didn't love me
 Maybe my shitty personality
 Maybe he could honestly
 Get out of my head like its a bad dream
 I wish I knew where my parents were now
 And I wonder if they'd ever be proud
 Of a fuck up like me, oh can't they see
 I'll never get over them abandoning me
 So let me be me, and then you'll see
 Me at my wake, and it'll be great
 So dress me nice, try not to cry
 I'll decay and detoxify
 Let me be me, and then you'll see
 Me at my wake, and it'll be great
 So dress me nice, try not to cry
 I'll decay and detoxify
 Let me be me, and then you'll see
 Me at my wake, and it'll be great
 So dress me nice, try not to cry
 Ill decay and detoxify
 Let me be me, and then you'll see
 Me at my wake, and it'll be great
 So dress me nice, try not to cry
 I'll decay and detoxify