Anti-Depressant

you know like sometimes man I just,
 I just sit in my room you know
 and just stare at the ceiling,
 just trying to understand life you know, tired of hurting, just want to be a better person, feels
 I'm sorry I'm not who I used to be
 I guess I used to be a sucker for love but I promise ain't no more using me
 I used to love you like it was two of me
 but I really can't be mad 'cus im glad of what I grew to be
 I guess it's how it goes usually
 I write this eulogy for you and me with these sad stipulations
 you know in order for you to grow you have to stop watering dead situations
 even though deep in your heart you may feel sad inside
 but that pain is only temporary there's no need to agonize
 one day you'll be glad that and satisfied knowing that you did all that you can do so what if nobody understands you
 all that matters is that you learn to light your own candle
 in other words the light inside
 so when times get dark you can always see things on the brighter side because you have that light inside
 I guess that's how it goes you know
 we live and we learn
 we grow through what we go through
 but don't let light break you
 don't let failed relationships make you harder
 cuz when you do you lose your happiness you lose your sense of love and how to love you know,
 and create your own happiness
 happiness relying on anybody other than yourself is only temporary and love yourself
 there's a cold world out here
 I understand that nobody wants to be alone and it's human nature to be passionate, but when somebody continues to hurt you why do you accept them back again
 are you willing to sacrifice a few extra months in exchange for your happiness maybe you're also afraid of being alone and that's the only thing that's stopping you
 but it's never too late impossible to find love