Changed

Did you see the fire last night?
 I swear the heavens were aflame
 I closed my eyes and stepped outside
 And softly called your name
 Listen to the crocus sway
 That low and distant buzz
 The past seems so impossible
 And maybe dear it was
 Do you believe that I have changed?
 Can you believe?
 Yes I know you're always there
 To watch my every step
 I guess the news my heart is true
 Just hasn't reached you yet
 With springtime came the heavy rains
 To cleanse this stinking earth
 A succubus fell on my lap
 My word it lost its worth
 Do you believe that I have changed?
 Can you believe?
 Everyone is capable
 Of deeds unclean and dark
 Truth and light were lost to me
 I played the villain's part
 I dug a hole and climbed inside
 My mind was sick with doubt
 But now I want to live again
 Beware I'm crawling out
 Do you believe that I have changed?
 Can you believe?
 For I cannot