Ronin 94

Who said that I left bitch?
 Pussy boy always talking shit
 And I been coming apart
 You took it too far
 Break y'all a piece
 So the rest don't starve
 Cause you live in a place that I made
 from the hate that was left in my brain
 Cause I'm falling and fading but my
 life is something that you cannot taste
 4 years I think I've had enough
 Living life, praying the that someone gives a fuck
 It's not enough
 Tell me what else can I say I'm just so
 fucking sick of the blame, I'm paranoid
 It's not enough
 You don't relate
 You take from me
 Take from me
 I just been existing
 Told you to miss me with all that, I don't talk to no one
 I don't call my friends back
 Colors are running and now I feel
 stained, I feel the hate oh it's coming
 I start to feel
 Like less is real
 All my friends are in my head
 Never mind, I'm doing fine It's okay
 Not my kind but you pass the time
 I been in the mix with some fake ones
 Nowadays feel like everybody wants some
 They speak a lie and hide their teeth
 And I'm just here trying to breathe
 Fuck it up
 You don't relate
 And this the type a shit that's been keeping me awake
 And this the type of shit that feels like a mistake
 You can't relate
 You ain't know a single fucking thing that
 Goes through my head
 30 days and 30 nights till I can feel at home in my skin
 I start to feel
 Like less is real
 All my friends are in my head
 Never mind, I'm doing fine It's okay
 Not my kind but you pass the time