Naught

It began so tense and acrid
 You met my gaze greased in conflict and
 the color of Mars
 Laid foul tongues on me with traitor's eyes
 Poured poison in my ears with murder in your mouth
 You've become the lie you wanted
 others to believe
 I cannot trust that you will let
 go and I cannot
 reconcile with myself
 I thought there would be stars but we are truly abandoned
 The feeling is dire, urgent and sinking
 sinking and deserted, deserted and sad
 The dawn, blue as flame, crosses me and
 the stars fall once more
 I cannot breathe, I have no lips
 no teeth, no vision
 Troubled, wide awake and calm
 I feel so strange this time
 It's not the same as it was
 I let the pain have its way
 We've come to the third part of night
 a single night as long as 100 years
 We both mourn
 I mourn for what has been
 You mourn for what has yet to come
 Sleep now, you black eyed pig
 and fall into a
 deep pit filled with ghosts
 To you, I am naught
 To you, I am not
 Without you, I am just a shadow
 I quiet the mind
 ... and now beings the impossible task of
 trying to forget
 Try to forget