Holding On to Nothing

It's been so long
 since you've shown me a sign of life
 this feeling comes and goes
 but it's here tonight
 this time the hurt isn't worth
 putting up the fight
 I wish my head could tell my heart
 how to get it right
 I thought I'd be someone you'd love by now
 should I keep on waiting
 while you keep fading?
 I keep holding on to nothing x4
 with every move I make I only push you away
 why must I kill everything that I try to save?
 some want it all but it's only you I crave
 with every word I write I'm only digging my grave
 I thought I'd be someone you'd love by now
 should I keep on waiting
 while you keep fading?
 I keep holding on to nothing x4
 I'd give you anything you want x2
 but you want anything but me
 I keep holding on to nothing x4
 you have everything you need
 and that's anyone but me
 you have everything you need
 and that's anyone but me