I Want Out

My friends all think I'm crazy
 I feel like I'm insane
 It makes more sense to die then
 To always feel this way
 I'd rather break my body
 I just want back control
 So is there anybody
 To explain why I'm alone
 'Cause I hate this shit
 But I can't say shit
 Without drawin' attention
 And I hate this shit
 But I can't say shit
 Without burnin' my bridges
 I want out, I want out right now
 But I'm afraid of what happens now
 If I give in, If I give into the pain
 What can I say, I'm so afraid
 I see a million doctors
 Choked down a million pills
 I smoke until I'm rollin'
 I'll drink until I feel
 Let me get a shot of whiskey
 Can you pass another bowl?
 I'll drive home a little sloppy
 Paranoid and miserable
 'Cause I hate this shit
 And I can't say shit
 Without drawin' attention, huh
 But I hate this shit
 And I can't say shit
 Without burnin' my bridges
 I want out, I want out right now
 But I'm afraid of what happens now
 If I give in, If I give into the pain
 What can I say, I'm so afraid
 I'm so afraid (I'm so afraid, I'm so...)