No One Ever Really Dies

Rolling thru my contact list
 Not much I been contact with
 Some I lost to death
 And some of them I had to call the quits
 Heard that's life I guess
 I keep on rolling I never bow my head
 Almost lost my spirit to a bitch
 I'll never love again
 Keep rolling by
 No one ever dies
 I see my uncle thru my nephew eyes
 Cancer ate him alive
 Died straight up on Chris birthday
 Had me doing soul searchin'
 Death makes you a brand new person
 Are you gon fall victim
 I thought every thought nigga
 Fucked every broad nigga
 Pussy only temporary
 Doing what's just necessary
 Said I'll write song about you
 Angels everywhere my grandma tell they all around you
 Talking to my dad I know he broken imma product of you
 This shit is so deep rooted
 Use to try to skim thru it
 Bedjin showed me how to do it
 Wished it could of worked out hmmm
 But it made me more in tune
 Should of spoke to her that day
 Fuck I'm holding grudges for?
 If she called my phone
 I'll prolly pick up have a convo too
 You don't ever know when someone gotta leave the earth and go
 So I say I'm sorry I cant die with a tainted soul
 So I say I'm sorry I cant die with a tainted soul
 Time going by
 Always resting on my mind
 I always pray to god
 I make it out by 25
 Bitch niggas wanna see me in the dirt
 And take my life
 Why you tryna go to war with bitches ion like
 Keep rolling by
 Gave my cousin money
 Next day now he acting funny
 They say family matters
 But I doubt he ever loved me
 Making sacrifices just to take care of my mummy
 So much on my mind
 Only liquor in my stomach
 I can't stomach
 Run for cover
 Every nigga have his moment
 I just fucked that bitch
 Got my nut and then I off'd it
 So why I'm so surprised that Magana blocked my number?
 Maybe that's my karma
 Don't you touch her you don't love her
 God keep on laughing at me has a sense of humor
 I pay for my sins then I go and get a new one
 Imma different nigga when I'm under the influence
 They say pussy kills you but I think I love it too much
 Meezy that's my brother
 He ain't have to do me like that
 You said you need time
 Told me that you coming right back
 They told me understand your perspective I understood that
 But when it came to me it's now different I didn't like that
 And you so hard headed couldn't even say you sorry
 It wasn't bout the music, but about the morality
 You don't leave your brother behind that's what you told me
 I spent bands on you just to make sure we all eat
 I did deep diving just to make sure we ain't all sink
 I put VB on my back like a jersey
 10 hour session put my faith all up on Louie
 He don't understand all the days he got me thru it
 Tears on my face
 But then tears they kept my moving
 But now I'm looking back
 I'm happy we went all thru this
 They tried to kill a nigga spirit
 I ain't let 'em do it
 My life is like the book of job
 My faith too strong to kill me
 I lost so much but I always gained plenty
 The road of a righteous man
 Ain't never been easy
 But if I don't do this shit ain't nobody gon teach me