Over It (feat. Donna Missal)

We got that bad love, but it taste like medicine
 I never had love, so I learned to settle quick
 I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
 Between paradise and you
 I still creep on your 'Gram, oh
 See you with you and your man, oh
 And I scroll and see the pictures you deleted
 Like the history ain't happen long as we cannot see it
 Getting back is insanity and we repeat it
 Mama said we need counseling
 But I can't reason with the terrorists
 Oh, this is embarrassing
 You ain't Cinderella, ain't no pumpkin turning into fuckin' carriages
 You create a narrative, people ask me, "Where's she been?"
 Santa packin' now, she's living back out at her parent's crib
 Fight, break up, we fuck, we fight, break up, you know the deal
 Vent to friends and tell them, "It's the last time, I'm for real"
 You text me, then the next thing you know, I'm behind the wheel
 Pull up, fuck you in the backseat thinking this will help us heal
 There's no use for you texting my phone
 Got FOMO the minute I walked to the door
 Can't get in the gate because I changed the code
 Now you can toast to the love we don't make anymore
 We got that bad love, but it taste like medicine
 I never had love, so I learned to settle quick
 I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
 Between paradise and you
 And now I'm free, I'm free, yeah
 I'm free, yeah, and now I'm free, yeah
 (And now I'm free)
 I'm back on the "Why didn't you text me?
 Back on the "Shit, I was busy"
 Back to us raising our voices
 Back on that nobody's listening
 Back to those horrible choices
 Back on you moving back home
 'Cause I would rather live in Hell than get comfortable sleeping alone
 Back to that lying deception, back to the self-will
 Back on that "Well, she don't do it and
 I know that somebody else will"
 You cheated, I cheated, you cheated, I cheated, I mean it
 Please, Father, forgive us
 The dirt that you've done and the secrets that we swept
 Up under the rug that are gonna die with us
 And I should've kept the ties so many times
 That I finally gave up on the scissors
 We are both sinners if we both lie to ourselves
 That is just selfish, that isn't commitment
 I try to hold it in, I try to hold it in
 Numb to it all and ignoring it
 I'm just searching where the closure is
 Going in circles, not noticing
 But in my heart, I know I'm not over it
 We got that bad love, but it taste like medicine
 I never had love, so I learned to settle quick
 I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
 Between paradise and you
 And now I'm free, I'm free, yeah
 I'm free, yeah, and now I'm free, yeah
 (And now I'm free)