Song In My Head

There's a song in my head
 Oh, a line that never stops playing
 I'm not sure how it ends
 I can't remember when I heard what you were saying
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 I'll make the best out of the worst
 I'll make up half the words and wear a t-shirt of a band I've never heard
 Because it hurts to be on the outside looking in
 Well, I do my best to listen
 But I'm uncomfortable with too much silence
 From the passenger seat you said "What does that mean?"
 I said "I'm learning to live with the violence, violence"
 But I'm not the kind that
 Wants to be lost
 I don't want to be forgotten
 I don't want to pretend
 That it's alright
 I want to see these walls
 Crumble and dissolve around
 I got my golden diploma wearing a square crown
 The Class of '14 wore their capes like a reverend's gown
 All that education won't help us now
 Attending funerals and watching friends break their vows
 There's not much that I can protect
 So I keep my good humor alive
 Nothing disturbs your intellect
 Like the feeling of something you can't deny
 Justified
 I don't want to be lost
 I don't want to be forgotten
 I don't want to pretend
 That it's alright
 I want to see these walls
 Crumble and dissolve around me
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 Saturday morning, 11 a.m.
 Heard mom and dad talking money again
 Fit a seven-person family in a five-seater van
 I guess all you can do is the best that you can
 Dad pushed it all down like the Gibson in his hand
 To finish that song that never had a name
 I can still hear that song
 In my head (In my head)
 Information, education, giving and love
 Questions, guidance, that's sugar in my blood
 Holding together what's meant to fall apart
 Justify the reason for the way things are
 I don't want to be lost
 I don't want to be forgotten
 I've got reason to believe
 That I just might
 Watch this city's walls
 Crumble and dissolve around me
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 I'm not afraid, afraid to lose
 It's a voice that I can't refuse
 Maybe I don't have the right to choose what calls my name