When I'm Awake

When I'm awake
 Everything is grey and worthless
 And when I'm alone
 No one even thinks about me
 And when I'm in a crowd of people I can't relate
 Cuz no one knows the way I feel
 Or the way I hate
 When I'm awake
 When I'm awake
 When I'm awake
 Tryin for the apathetic
 So much for truth
 If only I could just forget it
 So wear your ribbons and stars like a badge of shame
 Share your hollow sentiments and I'll know inside your heart
 Inside your heart
 When I'm awake
 When I'm awake
 When I'm awake
 When I'm awake
 Slipping through the end of everything
 (Feel it in my heart in my soul I know it in my brain)
 When I'm awake
 (Feel it in my heart in my soul I know it in my brain)
 I can feel the growing darkness
 Deep in the chest
 Gathering to come and harm us (ugh!)
 When I'm awake
 When I'm awake
 When I'm awake
 When I'm awake
 I can't stop the way want
 When I'm awake
 I can't stop in the way that I want yeah
 When I'm awake
 I can't stop from killing you
 When I'm awake