North Star

you used to say i had what it takes
 i think i did if you meant to little to late
 by the looks that im getting i made some big mistakes
 and i thought you said i was great
 shoot straight and give it my best try
 ill make my heart as hard as nails
 that might be the way to live your life
 but it almost got me killed
 darling, im not giving in
 that happened miles ago
 I heard the northsttar saying,
 kid you're so lost even I can't bring you home
 so did you think that we was gonna last
 well honey, you know you dont have to answer that
 half of that was my kind of joke
 but i dont remember which half.
 I didnt know how blue i'd get
 i didnt know how i'd get blamed
 for it
 I didnt choose to go down this road
 no one chooses to be sick
 saying everything is fine
 by the look in my eye
 but you know, darling
 half of what a man says is a lie
 its your last chance, to forget me now
 and its done for good
 you always said i'd make it out
 somehow darling, i knew I never would