10 for 10

Lost another perfect day
 I know I'll never feel the same
 This mental poison in my veins
 Feels like I'm insane
 Where did everything go wrong?
 Can we put my life on pause?
 Master of self-sabotage
 Screaming but the pain goes on and on
 I love it when you hate it
 Why am I so complicated?
 Your feeling ten for ten
 I'm just stuck here feeling dead
 I love it when you hate it
 Why am I so complicated?
 It was a lose lose from the start
 Stitch by stitch, I'm ripped apart
 Another day, another breakdown
 My bank account got me stressed out
 I'm not okay, my car just broke down
 Why can't shit ever just work out?
 I lost the person I used to be
 I'm a walking catastrophe
 Got me begging on my knees
 Somebody (just fucking kill me)
 Where did everything go wrong?
 Can we put my life on pause?
 Master of self-sabotage
 Screaming but the pain goes on and on
 I love it when you hate it
 Why am I so complicated?
 Your feeling ten for ten
 I'm just stuck here feeling dead
 I love it when you hate it
 Why am I so complicated?
 It was a lose, lose from the start
 Stitch by stitch, I'm ripped apart