Density

My heart's as heavy,
 As these nights are long,
 And I curse these spaces between my fingers
 Where for a time you belonged
 And you'll find somebody new who's worth your time,
 Someone who's words sound sweeter than mine
 All that I meant,
 Trying my best just to get by
 Can you tell me what hurts more,
 Is it remembering, or forgetting
 The best that once was ours
 Am I remembering, still remembering, or forgetting
 I've kept your portrait, framed within my mind
 It remains untouched of your paints and brushes that still changed over time
 When you left, not without warning or regrets
 Nothing would fill this hole in my chest,
 Bid your farewell,
 I wish you nothing but the best
 Can you tell me what hurts more,
 Is it remembering, or forgetting
 The best that once was ours
 Am I remembering, still remembering, or forgetting
 So my love, goodbye
 So my love, goodbye